Saturday, December 17, 2011

The two of us

after a decade

still strong

much happier

way older

I love you honey, Happy 10th anniversary and many more to come

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Ya Allah
ubatilah rinduku padanya
tabahkanlah hatiku demi meniti hari hadapan
tahanlah airmataku dr mengalir dikala keseorangan
tenanglah jiwaku bila meronta

Ya Allah
tempatlah dia dikalangan binatang yg Kau sayang


I tried to do most deeds so I can increase my chances to see her in heaven

O ya Allah, if I am not good enough for your Jannah, please let me see her at the door of Jannah Firdaus.

I want to tell her how sorry I am for not searching for her body soon enough. for not taking care of her body.

Anyau please forgive mummy




Saturday, December 3, 2011

i am a year older.

Nobody in this world would be able to give what I am wishing for except for Allah AWT

but i know it's not likely to happen

Thank you for dearest friends and M for making me smiles

Ya Allah only you know how much i try to pretend be happy

:(

Mummy miss you sayang. there's a huge void since you been gone