Friday, February 24, 2012

During my tough times, i've been listening to this music repeatedly.
I am in mourning mood, and this song really remind me of Puff especially on the day he left to Malaysia.
Thinking that he will be safe and sound over there, indeed he was at least resting closer to the ones that really love him and really taking care of him. I hope if I could understand cat's language, that would be his last wish.

Puff, I still remember vividly the day you left. and those sad eyes at the airport. Puff you have no idea how painful it was for me to let you go. How I went berserk to hear upon your death.

But I still remember the day I found you after a long day searching. to see you run straight to the cage knowing that I will take care of you. I am sorry I felt I had betrayed you. I thought I had saved you.

Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah ketenangan ke dalam jiwaku ini

Sunday, February 12, 2012

i had miscarriage today and boy it's not that easy. it's like every ten minutes contraction and I really2 want my mom to be with me now