I was patronized with the cold shoulders from the relatives and friends.
Seriously, I give up and fed up of trying to be a good sister.
Conclusively, people should wished that they are my friends rather than my by blood-kin cause I am super duper sucks at being one.
I always joke with M, if I already dead for 10 years, I know forsure, nobody would notice or bother to care.
No one would miss me except mak and M.
Out of this world, only TWO people who think that I make their lives more meaningful. who i know forsure would talk about me and miss me when I am long gone.