Musnah harapanku

When we went to the bank the other day, hatiku berbunga2 when I saw M changed the dough.

Deep down in my heart, I was jumping with joy cause I would have more reason to enjoy my *ehem* balik kampung trip.

But

ku ingatkan panas hingga ke petang, rupa2nya hujan di tghari

M has his own agenda of how the dough should be spent

Sayonara Singapore, Au revoir Sabah

I cant afford you just yet.

Balik Kampung

Yes I am

Suprise? Indeed

Korang percaya ke? percaya la

Shopping

Told mak that no more souvenir this time around as I spent ~$3K during my last visit

Nak apa lagi la kan


But being pompuan

Kirim salamlah

Tommy, Guess, Esprits and not forgotten Value Village - 50% sale

plus pesanan penaja

hmm.. having said that should i make a jiffy shop at Levi's Outlet?!!

Pengsanlah kekanda M when he sees the bill this month

reminiscing

A very old song when I was very small but the lyrics and the song itself bring so much memories of one of the nights where my sisters and I listening to the only available radio station inside bilik kecik when the lights off.

There was no luxury of CD player nor MP3 let alone Ipod. what we had only an old radio, survived with collective cello-tape bandage.

But we hummed the song, shared stories/dreams while these songs played at the lowest volume until ayah gave his warning cough from bilik besaq cross the room.

In one of the craziest nights, my sisters will go out and walked around kampung in the wee hours of 3 o'clock in the morning with their faces white with bedak sejuk and had mistakenly caused the infamous hantu simpang that some of unlucky kampung chaps met.

I must say that my sisters must be helluva brave bunch of gals to wander around kampung with the only torch of moonlight.

I missed the ol' times. It wasnt much but it is mine.

Takdir Penentu Segala

Berat rasa kakiku melangkah pergi
Menujui ke destinasi tak pasti
Andai kata ada harapan untukku
Berikan ku tanda agar jalanku lebih bererti

Kau kucinta dari seluruh ragaku
Melebihi segala di dunia ini
Namun harapan masih tinggal harapan
Dilema menanti lebih menyiksa dari segala

Sesungguhnya...
Takdir penentu segala
Bahagia yang dicita
Hanya sedetik jaraknya

Namun masih... tak tersentuh kau jua
Kabur jua pandangan
Kekasihku... berapakah lamanya
Ketabahanku mungkin akan pudar

the other day i was talking/chatting with a stranger. I guess from the way he was mentioning UKgal,he must be a pretty close acquaintance to her.

Je ne sais quoi

Contrary to many beliefs, I am not a friendly person especially to the opposite sex.
So having them to ask my personal stuffs on our first time socializing, definitely put me off.

Disini rupa2nya

One night in the basement, we were wondering where all the furries gone.
They usually never leave M alone

Tipping toe to upstairs, we found them bermaharajalela
on our bed



haih!!

The problem is that we made a lot of effort converting the guest room to their room so they can have the older bed as their tempat beradu.

But they will sleep wherever we sleep. Sometimes I wonder who runs things in this house.



Yes bighead, you are guilty as charged

Grammy

When I was small I seldom missed any American Awards blah blah on TV but now all those stuffs are no longer my thing.

Old age is catching up!

I think it has been almost 7 years since the last time I watched any grammy's award, and when I ran to it in youtube to see GaGa ( oh yes! she's a freaking interesting to watch) I suddenly noticed that I dont really missed any of those.

Look! I am not criticizing peeps who were watching it and actually looking forward to watch it. I was in that shoes before and it took me by surprise how that as we're getting older, entertainment become less and less of our priority.

And the fact that I lived in LaLa land and worked in the vicinity of Tinseltown and of course to come across some movie stars filming at the Univ and we received a flyer to become extras, I never been to the Shrine to catch a glimpse of A-listers.

And not that I dont want to!

Bukan boleh masuk pun. Nak tgk artis ni baik pegi Santa Monica.

Hmm.. middle age crisis, yes?!