Membawa diri

There are times in life where you have to go and breakaway. To be stuck in the place where all your worst memories in life are, is like to be in the horror movie either you awake or sleep.

And with all the negativism around you will only shape you as a bitter person.

And to be happy in this life, bitter is not in the department.

Having said all these, recently, someone dear told me about her love interest became a love conflict. Coming out from broken marriage with couple kids in tow, she stuck to the place she seemed a safety net but it is a mirage of spider web.

the life she's living is sucks. with instability of income and mental state of mind, she worked her ass off with what she has left.

Not so much, in fact almost none. but for the sake of the children, she picked little pieces of herself and with the help of the ol' mutha.

The ol' mutha, well, this post is not about her.

So, when she met stranger after years barely surviving with the broken heart, somehow the icy cold heart sparks a little flame.

Stranger had warmed the little icy heart with a blanket of caring and love.

After a while, love is in the air and she's like a high school teenager who fell in love with her crush.

But then , like any bollywood's movie, there's always a superior authority who like to be the slacker.

Stranger and someone dear is pretty much rushing to important decisions without considering the little things that patch the concrete foundation. Probably due to the age matter, they skip all the mumbo jumbo of typical love crap.

The mutha indeed is not happy at all. In fact she furious. Someone dear was sad because she really wants the mutha's blessing and desperately need to get out from the place.

Knowing someone dear and the life she has been through at this moment, I definitely agree that she needs the break from the life she's in right now.

truthfully, I can relate to what she's been through now. The emotional roller coaster side of view that is. Although there are things I'd like to do differently but being to where I am now at this moment, I dont regret one bit.

To you who know who you are. do what your gut says, after all in all the times in your life, I've seen the best of you when you were there, the place where you insyaa Allah will return soon.