Allergy

the time of the year.

my beautiful spring is not my good friend anymore.

as much as I love the weather, the craziness of sneezing, eye-rubbing, nose-stuffing, drive me up to the wall.

Not that I do not want to take antihistamine but I have enough chemical inside my body.

I surely look like a grave keeper cause my friends at school told me I looked sag and tired.

Cant wait for a full bloom

in the middle of watching "pisau cukur", M came to me,

M: let's go out, I need to go out and walk. my brain all tired with the readings and writings
AC: (alamak aku baru ja nak relaks2)

he really needs a walking buddy.

dinner

M cooked dinner tonite coz I am super trooper Malas.
He made whatever in the above pic.

Happy with his masterpiece and actually proud of it, he asked me

M: do you like tonite's dinner
AC: Thank you, hon
M: That's not an answer to my question. Do you like it?
AC: (mendiamkan diri mencari jawapan yg tidak menguriskan hati si suami)
M: Do you like it??!!
AC: (ishk tak give up lagi oghang tua nih)
AC: I am not going to lie to you so I am not gonna say I like it neither I am gonna say I dont like it

M and I were heart to heart last night about the previous incident that have caused a traumatic stress on our marriage.

I thought after the itch years had passed us by, the bond that we both have is inseparable.

Nothing would ever break us apart.

M said that I watched too much chick flicks.

I said he needs to be more realistic and emphatic.

We both promised and hoped that it wont happen again.

My toilet stucked and it needed to be repaired.

Hell no, i would do that dirty job. Not that I can't.

After work, reluctantly M fixed it. Since M loves to do things with his mouth, from the kitchen, I could hear all the whines that some pits of tahi landed on his foot, the smell, the color, the yada yada *rolled-eyes*.

10 minutes later, M came down with plunger in his hand.

M: the sandwich better be good. I got hurt 2 places.
AC: *blurred face* C'mon. Show me where?
M: My FOOT and my NOSE

kecohh!

Warehouse Sale

Juling mata ahkak ok tgk paderno sale macham2

will upload the pics later. I didnt take too many snaps as my eyes were busy wandering.

managed to sambaq crocs, a book and 2 sets of pillow covers.

and i got a windbreaker for bro#4.

Egg Benedict de Restaurant de l'Avenue, Montreal

The name of this egg benedict is Arc en ciel. Sedap ok. well I have to be honest. it's too cheesy, i was full by the time I got to the 2nd egg. M was reluctant to go (we have to take metro) because he said that why he has to go all the way for brekkie while we just can grab timmies a block from the hotel..

eeeiiiii...apa kelas aku nak p tim's horton. berlambak kat ottawa ni ok.

he gave 9/10. coming from his fussy mouth, the food must be very good. to his standard at least.

Oranges/Strawberry/blueberry smoothie. mak aiii so thick , i can have this alone as a breakfast. (sembang mau la kuat)
Personally , I dont like it and I wont order it again. A waste of $7. I should nod my head when the waiter asked me if the water just fine.

Haih dah besaq budak2 ni, when I got to know their parents, the eldest was just 2 months embryo. the line up was about to start when we arrived. Since we agreed to have a separate table, we cut our waiting time from 30minutes to 10 minutes. It feels longer when it's cold.

thank you M for the easter's retreat. Thank you aimi and irwan for the great company.

off to Montreal

Mission: Shop till you drop
Actuality: Watching people shop till they drop
Side orders: Just wanna have some fun and try egg Benedict at L'Avenue restaurant
Dreams: Prada handbag but *Marc Jacobs is apparently more realistic.

*M said Insyaa Allah but knowing him, I will come home 99% empty-handed. He will make it so hard until i walk away from the store almost voluntarily.

naughty bart

He teases, he bullies, he i-do-what-i-want-to-do, but he also manja. the only one that will come to me asking for a snuggle before noon nap.

cave

haih bersawangnya blog.

Firstly, thank you so much dear jeet and cali on your thoughtful thoughts. I am touched or like misspajura, I ambeld and oned.

hiks, yes my humors are coming back, i guess it pretty much goes parallel with the stability of my mental and physical.

pregnancy was brutal. anxiety attacks, constant heartheadaches, lumpy throat. u name it, i got it all.
the minute , *sob*sob* the embryo left my body *sob*sob*, the physical uneasiness were gone.

I was and still am sad. but i am pretty much relax. try to suck it up that am getting older and the probability of receiving news of death become coherent.

Since my aging mom is becoming internet savvy (she has her own FB account and lo and behold a samsung tablet), I think I am going to open another blog that will be fully written in Malay and I think it would be mostly photos of what did I cook and had for breakfast/lunch/dinner. too bad, our proper meal is only at dinner time. i pretty much chowed M&Ms at any stint of hungriness sense triggered.

Much say, I need to compensate the 7kg I lost during my miscarriage.

way to go.