Aku berdoa padaMu ya Allah

Insyaa Allah Mak and sista#1 will go to Mecca for Umrah this Ramadhan. The last time Mak went to Umrah, I gave her a long list things I would like her to make doa for me. To some, the wishes were pretty bit ridiculous but heavens means a lot to me.

Looking at glass half full, only few things in the list dimakbulkan but I wonder what happened to some of the particular wishes that I REALLY REALLY want them to come true.

When couple of days ago when Mak broke the news about the umrah and Mrcleanguy is going to be a father, which I wasnt really ecstatic about the future newest edition to my father's legacy, I have lost track of how many nieces and nephews I have so far, but mak's going to Umrah means I can kirim some doa again

my previous top 5
1. I will get a job soon
2. BAGI AHKAK CUN KURUS
3. Mak will live longer and healthy, M, PIL and all brothers and sisters and inlaws as well
4. Dimurahkan rezeki
5. May M will get what he's wishing for

But now my top 5 doa is somehow change

oh well, pretty much the same but I asked mak to make doa that Allah would grant M and I triplet.

Yes a bit greedy and ambitious. Am not looking for a twin but me wanted triplet. And Inysaa Allah , I will definitely lose weight in no time. Kill 2 birds with one stone.

Smart.

kakinota - I was wondering why I was never kurus despite the kiriman doa and whatnot. truth to be told, mak never bother to doa that for me.. hampeh

She thought it was a joke. and the fact she kindly shared my list with her friends

**cringed** **cringed**

MAK!!! So NOT FUNNY okay

D.I.E.Z

in thrive for a perfect 10, I noticed that I dont care about the rest but only myself.

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A friend asked me once, "what's the difference between A and A-? it's A in its context."

To which I replied, " between 4.0 and 3.7, it is a huge different. the number makes more sense."

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An instructor balled her eyes," 9 is not pretty high??!!"

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having said all these numbers, not that I never tasted the lowest of the mark. the loss of a loser.

But if I put my utmost best, tell you mem, I dont give a damn. I want either A or 10.

And usually I dont really care what the rest of the class got, I only interested in challenging myself.

gila psycho

Second Wife @_@ ??!!!

I attended this one course recently where there were 12 married ladies. I have no idea that they are very curious how old I am as obviously I noticed some of them are younger than me, but ofcourse very fruitful with at least 2 kids.

During one of our lunch break
Lady 1: Are you married??!!
AC : yes I am. It's been a while in fact.
Lady 1: Oh you look very young.
AC: (senyum menyimpul2) Thank you.
Lady 2: Are you muslim?
AC: Yes I am
lady 1: (who apparently know a little bit about Islam) Are you a second wife?

Ahkak Cun almost sprayed her face with nasi

AC: errr NOOOOOO!!!

Lady 3: If you dont mind, how old are you?
AC: Give a guess?
Lady 3: 14

LMAO - yes mem, I was 14, 21 years ago.

Lady 1,2,3&4 : I dont believe it (yes they said it simultaneously), how could you be 35. I dont see any wrinkle in your face.

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During dinner, I told M the story and asked him whether he sees any wrinkles on my face.

Pinching both of my cheeks, he said,

" u know why u dont have wrinkles, u dont have it because u have natural botox. it calls FAT "

mamat ni mmg aaa, haram takmau kasik can langsung

The other day, M told me that after he got X, he was suggesting that we both move to Matahari Terbit under its scholarship for PhD.

Leaving X salary for a pauper's life and bekas kekasih menunggu.

Hell NO!

Lyrics | Kris Allen lyrics - No Boundaries lyrics

ujian!!!

When the weather is scorching hot, M and I decided to fast.

Well, someone bernazar and as a supported wife, I tag along.

baikkan i

but M suggested that we go for a vacation during this time in next 5 years.

Australia or Argentina

baru tuhan uji sket. akhirat nanti macamana la

Buat Apa?

I noticed that many people, whom by the chance know me, always asked

"dok rumah buat apa?"

And they mean by how I fulfilling my long 5 weekdays when M and hang-out buddies go to work.

well, one thing forsure, I know that I am searching vigorously for a job. and looking for a job, with CV and coverletter tailoring is very time consuming and yes I definitely call it a full time job.

It's tiring and emotionally-depressing. I have to make cold calls, talk nice yada yada.

so not my fortait

And apart from the job hunting. I have to take care 5 cats, oh well, M does most of the jobs, I supiring M back and forth. cooking, not everyday though but most of time. M is gettin' lazy these days. and the list goes on and on.

Seriously, I dont know how can I put up if, Insyaa Allah, one day , I have a job and children.


I betcha I'll be one headless chicken mamma.